~ ^ o ^ ~ a gLiMpSe int0 mY LiF3 ~ ^ o ^ ~

~... tHinKinG of y0u.. ~

2004-08-24T20:55:00.000+08:00

Feeling so bored, tired & sleepy now. Miss my sweetie sooo much.. Wondering wat is he doing now.. haiz.. coz my poor hubby is going for his field camp. They have to stay awake to dig a hole, erm..I also dunno wat they called that la..anyway it is 'siong' lor ..and they are not allow to bath at all..eez..smelly ~ anyway to me army sux la ..I'm so glad that I'm not a guy ya..hahaha~

Last Fri night we went to have Cheese Prata at Bukit Timah. so yummy~..wanted to try Chocolate Roti Tissue but too full le..*pout*
Oh ya, we actually bumped into Joan. Last time we saw her was when we were taking our O'Levels results. How time flies and that was 4 years ago. We had a short chat, and she is still as bubbly as before. I really miss the fun that we all had in our sec school times. Guess I will never forget that place,coz it is where I found my loving hubby..my sweet pals..

As for weekend, we went to watch AVP at Jurong Point. I think it was only average. Nothing special. After that, we shop for awhile then meet up with Yonglin they all to play Mahjung at Dear's house..haiz..mahjung again so nothing much to mention la..
Dunno y getting abit sianz about it le..

ok, time to sleep le.. nitez nitez my Dear~ really miss u very much.. *hUgs~* *mUaCk*

~ $$ BrOke $$~

2004-08-19T22:03:00.000+08:00

Have been skipping lunch this week, thinking I'm on diet? Definitely not. Haiz, my pay is almost used up le and I'm only left with about a 100+ for me to survive through the end of this month, blame myself for such a spendthift.So no more shopping, no more fine-dining, no more indulgence in food and clothes! No more!
I will scrimp to compensate what I spent. Argh~ =(

One piece of good news to share with you guys! My PR application has been approved! So happpy~ Yeah~ But also sianz 1/2 when learnt that I still got to pay a total of $200 bucks for some Admin & Registration stuffs. I now in crisis leh, where got $$$?? Luckily, the registration is valid for 2 months, so I can wait till this month end bah.

So the moral of the story is don't spend every single cent of what u earned , save for the rainy day. At least I still have some left ya. keke~

By the way, today I actually will be attending my Graduation Ceremony. But thinking of the trouble to get a Jacket, in that formal wear, applying leave, my shit results, and blah blah blah reasons, it turned me off lor. So I will going back to collect my cert and stuffs this Sat with my Dear~ So no worry la..

Dear tml might be meetting at my workplace after work if he get to book out early.Then we will be going to have Cheese Plata!! *yummy*

So tata for now ~ Nitez nitez~

Miss you so much my Dear~ *MuAcK*

~ CaReBeaR~

2004-08-13T22:17:00.000+08:00

Carebears have always been my favourite, and it seems like I have a soft spot for bears.. Took this test from

http://www.lavendersea.net/quiz

	Love-a-Lot Bear You love to take care of others and people love being around you because you make them feel appreciated. You are very sweet and soft-spoken. You are also a romantic and consider yourself an excellent matchmaker, so you tend to be a bit nosy. But everyone still considers you the sweetest person they know.
*Take the Which Care Bear Are You?* Quiz!**

Yeah about the romantic part.. I am a real sucker for romantic stuffs, still wonder how many guys out there share the same idea as me hahaha. Nosy, true true. Haha.. Sweet and softspoken? I ain't so sure about that though! =P

~a nEw HaiRdo~

2004-08-09T21:47:00.000+08:00

Been quite busy and tired lately, so drag till now then blog.
Hmm..I have been quite a spendthrift last week.It costed me a total of $150 bucks for a haircut plus cloring my hair. Well, I was with Wendy and she had her hair highlighted plus haircut for $200! But she looked cool though, so its quite worth it la. After that, I went to do a manicure and pedicure which I spent $150 for their package. *sigh sigh* I always blame myself for being such a spendthfit but I really cant resist to temptation la. Girls out there should understand ah. Half of my pay is almost gone just after one week I got paid. Haiz, die, this month got to eat grass liaoz. =(

Lucky that day Dear~ book out at late evening so I could have time for the haircut and stuffs. So after doing my manicure, I met Dear~ and we headed to Jiawei's BBQ to celebrate his Birthday that actually fall on a National Day. Cool huh~ He had cake smashed into his face!And the mastermind was none other than, the cheeky one in our group- Kalvin. Poor Jiawei, huh~ So that was how the "cake war" began, and I was one of the innocent victim -_-||
So blah blah blah~ all the funs we had..
After that, we ended our day at Kalvin's place for an overnight mahjung session.

So next day, I was so tired and sleepy after 4 hours of sleep. But the thoughts of going shopping with my Sweetie, keep the day going again. I really enjoy Dear~ 's company. He is always so sweet and I really love to hide in his arm and lay that way for a very long, long time.

Sometines I find it hard to express how I feel by words But one thing i want u to know is that my feeling and love for u is getting stronger and deeper day by day. Good nitez my Dear. *MuAck*

~ RaInY niGhT~

2004-08-01T22:30:00.000+08:00

hmm.. had been too lazy to blog these days.. dunno wat to write coz I always say later den update den forget liaoz n also lazy .. but now I think I should sum up my thoughts for the past few days..

Tuesday was a bad day for me, I'm really a muddlehead. After work, I decided to buy the bag which I have aimed a long time , but sian,.. the one that I wanted was sold out so I got myself another design which I tink was not too bad la..but I prefered the other one lor.. So when I was going to make payment, I realised I don't have enough cash with me *smacked head* omg, den I was so embarassed .. but luckily I brought my ATM with me but u know wat, that salesgirl told me they don't accept nets payment with purchases less than $20..so sian.. but then since my office just nearby so they made it an exception for me lor... haha~ poor me right, so pathetic.. after that,I'm very happy with my new bag then when I walked towards the bus-stop, then 184 came so without hesitation I ran to catch the bus..wah count myself lucky I thought, I managed to board it. So I decided to msg my Sweetie.. then guess what! Where's my fone?? Shit.. I left it in my office! At that time, the bus was already at Hillview liaoz..But I cant live without my fone and somehow I also realised I actually left behind my bunch of keys too which was very important too , if not I cant enter the office the next day either.. It really sux when I had to went back again.. But I guessed I got no choice ..haiz.. The best part is when I reached the office, my Boss was not around and the office was already locked.. I'm really sueh.. So I got no choice but to call up my Boss and told her what happened, luckily she was only having dinner upstairs so she was able to come to my rescue shortly . She laughed called me a sotong..*pout*
so when the time everything is settled its already quite late andI had to squeeze bus ..=(
who to blame huh..It have to be the bag right, caused me so much trouble... haha

Got my pay on Fri! So yesterday definitely was a great day for a shopacholic like me hehe~ We was should have gone out by 2pm but somehow dragged till 3 plus.. erm.. its all my fault la, coz I keep changing, dunno what to wear mah..*pout*

As we reached our first stop at Far East, we went to the shops at the basement and as I turned to the left, a spagheti top kinda caught my attention. It was the design which I fell for. So we went in. It was available in black and white. I tried the black, and liked it very much. Dear~ said its nice too~ so I got without second thought. hehe~ By the way, I got this bad habit when I shop. Dear~ would surely know what I mean here..haha~ Thats is, after I got something myself a new clothes or shoes, I always have the urge in my mind "Maybe I should just wear it now" This time it happened again,after we stepped out of the shop, I gave Dear~ that kind of look and told him I need to go to the Ladies. After a few minutes or so, I came out ..Tadan.. yeah, I changed into my new top liaoz..hehehe~ Dear~ looked at me,shook his head and said I knew it this was goin to happen. Ya la, I may be 'xi xin yan jiu' but luckily this theory doesnt apply to my relationship..right ..This is the honest truth..keke~

Then, the next thing that excite me was the PINK BOSTON BAG from CHRISTIAN DIOR, I have been eyeing it for a very loong time but too poor to afford it..But I saw someone selling it at a stall at Far East, though it may be non-authentic but it looked genuine, hard to tell the difference lor.. but then I was sian 1/2 when the guy told me it costs $95 ,wa lao, sian , anyway its not authentic one ma still so expensive ..=( Dear~ also agreed with me. So I walked away empty handed with a very sad face lor.. haiz..

I just cant stop thinking about it ... and I was liked so moody, don't feel like shopping le.. so blar blar blar... in the end, I decided to went back.Wah, blardy sian..now its totally sian man! When I went back, wah, so crowded, n I tried to squeeze in (ya, called me a Kiasu -_- ) huh, the handle of the bag was pulled off , and I was praying that was not the last piece, but yes indeed, it was the last piece! Im damn dissapointed lor.. =( But looking on the brighter side, maybe the quality of the bag is poor and I will be even sueh if the handle came off shortly after I bought it right.. I should cheer up , maybe I could get a cheaper one..hehe~

I love the weather today, so cooling , perfect time for us to go for a short walk ..*grin* Right now, it is rainy night, the feeling is so comfortable .. so I got the mood to blog now..

Dear~ walked me home just now , it was really sweet and romantic when u and ur loved ones huddled beneath the shelter of a shared umbrella. Awesome and so wonderful the feeling was.. I just love rainy nights..

^a CoOl WeEkenD ^

2004-07-28T00:21:00.000+08:00

Had a great weekend last week.. Fri went to catch a movie with my Dear~ ..Sat we went out together with a group of buddies, it was a long time since we had our last outing, so that day finally can hang out together again, but got two new faces- one is Bobby, Shujun's Bf, guess he is the first time to hang out with us together so considered a new face la .. n another small gal called Zoey,Kalvin 's friend. Luckily he brought her along or else no one to sing duet with him liaoz ..if not he will start to complain lor..

Talk about this gal, frankly speaking, first impression of her not very good, but after that, find her quite ok lor..so hey never judge a person by its cover ah..And its great to see Kalvin kena bullied by her.. haha.. finally get my revenge ..the way he carry her bags & stuffs..i shall not describe further or later I kena box..

After Karaoke, we played pool at Bukit Timah, as usual Ah Lin played like a pro and beat all the challengers! Guowei also siao siao wor, played so well, must have been practising secretly . haha~ We then finally left for supper as they cant stand our grumbling at how hungry we are anymore.. (Kalvin, Zoey & Me of coz ..keke~)
Its already 2am after our supper, and Dear~ dunno y start to talk about some of the spooky encounters in his camp at that hour..eeezz.. that makes me shiver when I think about it now.. Luckily, for that night he pat me to sleep before he went back at around 5 plus and I really appreciated that.. My poor Sweetie ah =(.. But he was the one who started those talk so he has to be responsible to that right ..hehe~Well, of coz I wished he can stay for the night but my grandmum from Malaysia came for a visit so she is sharing the room with me, that's why.

On Sunday, actually we planned to go shopping to get myself a new heel but too lazy to go le..So we ended up playing mahjung with Kalvin and Jiawei at my house.. At first I was losing, but at the end of the game, haha~ its 1 against 3..I won~ kekeke~ but only a few cents from Jiawei and Kalvin..so of coz I wont go after them for that penny bits right..

Hmm..So thats how my weekend passed..And its definitely a great one with my Dear always being there to pamper me ^o^ and bullied by me too...kekeke~ oh ya..To show you my appreciation for how great u have been, I will try to be 'guai guai' for this week k.. Love ya always.. mUaCks~ ..Good night guys..

~sLeePy~

2004-07-24T00:39:00.000+08:00

Wow..today was a long day for me. Just came back from West Mall with Sweetie after a movie. Its great that he can book out early today =)thats y we decide to catch a movie. It's "The Sisters"- a Thai Horror Movie..Well, to me its really scary lor, maybe I'm too timid haha~ coz it scare the hell out of me!And I have to hide under Dear~'s chest..n when it comes to the scary scene ..now I still cant get over it..*sob*sob*..

Now getting sleepy .. tomorrow meeting Sweetie for breakfast ..nitez

* nIcE sHoW..^o^

2004-07-18T14:00:00.000+08:00

Had a great night for me yesterday. . hehe~ Finally had my favourite BBQ stingray with Sweetie at Clementi.. Wow.. dunno whether its becoz I wanted to eat it so much that I juz cant stop praising how good it is ..and we also had Laksa. After dinner, we took 106 to Cineleisure for our 11.30pm show- King Arthur! Lucky we booked the tickets in advance, coz by the time we reached there, only left with lousy seats liaoz. So sometimes its good to be Kiasu abit wor..

It was definitely a very nice show, its really worth the $8.50, if u think Last Samurai is nice then u will love King Arthur too. Highly recommended! But if u think otherwise, please don't bug me for that hor..After the show, its already 1.30am so we took NR home.

We have breakfast together this morning, so full now..hehe~ Now at his house lor and he is taking a short nap now coz we only had 4 hours of sleep.. thats why we both so tired now, but juz had a heavy breakfast, n I think its not wise to sleep with a full stomach..But Sweetie surely can still afford to have an inch more round the waist ya..so he can sleep with ease..Later he is goin back to camp le..Fortunately, his camp is only at CCK.. haha~ So we can spend more times together, n not as rush as when he was at Tekong.

Anyway, in short, I really had a great weekend, everything is so cool & sweet. Sweetie is ever so sweet, n make me feel like the most pampered princess in the world ..keke~ Love u my dear..*mUaCk*

~ Lazy Day..~

2004-07-17T12:47:00.000+08:00

Last night sleep at two, but I'm awake at 7 this morning, all thanks to my alarm clock which I set for work ah. Dunno what to do later, so sianz.. Coz my sweetie today book out at night which he can't even confirm the time with me. Actually I plan to go Jean Yip at PS to redeem my free haircut voucher, but seeing the blazing sun outside, haiz.. lazy n choose to blog awhile n play online games awhile , hopefully I won't meet another 'LLL' again,~haha~

As for tonight, Sweetie has promised me to bring me to Clementi to have my favourite BBQ stingray which I yearn for a very loong time liaoz.Tonight finally.. ~ How I wish we can have our own transport now so we can make our way down to Fisherman Village instead. Their seafood was really nice..*Yummy*.. Then ask Min Er out for supper too.. how good.. So I get my first pay, I'm gonna save some for my driving lessons fees..

By the way, I feel very relieved now as I have finally clear the misunderstanding between me n Min Er. Well, I think I'm being too sensitive liaoz.Hope this kind of thing won't happen to us again..

* PaThetic s0ul*

2004-07-15T19:37:00.000+08:00

After 1 week at my workplace, I'm beginning to adapt the environment there and also have learnt more things and handle more tasks. But its still an easy job la, so I have nothing to complain at the very moment now.

Was online today, and was being called a LOSER , by this person who everyone deems as a triple L himself. LLL = Lame Lifeless Loser. I felt bad though, but I reviewed and don't think I was in the wrong.I felt really offended at first, but then eventually many came to tell me that it's pretty obvious who had been childish and a lamer, and said that I absolutely did nothing ungracious or wrong, so there's nothing I should feel bad about.

But then, it wasn't a nice thing, and I think eventually he is like a big joke to everyone. Since everyone reckons so, I shall let him continue on to be a joke, so there's always entertainment available for us. Hehehe. I am not trying to be evil, but I see the lighter light of the whole thing, and was laughing at how silly some people look to others, and they don't even know that the whole world see them as a joke. Kinda pathetic huh?

2004-07-15T19:36:00.000+08:00

mY sLeEpnG bEauTy iN hIs dReAmy wOnDerLanD..

2004-07-14T21:54:00.000+08:00

^ my new *Pink* skirt ..so sweet isn't it..keke ~

Call me a Brat..

2004-07-13T00:31:00.000+08:00

Was having one of my worse mood swings the other day. Just the kind of irritating feeling which nothing pleases you, and the factor that is making you miserable is yourself. Wished I was showered by lotsa affections, lotsa pampering, lotsa assurance and attention. Yet, I wanted to be left alone because those provided weren't enough and was only making me feeling much worse. YES. That is what I got, which is called extreme PMS. But hey, don't jump into conclusion that it's the only culprit of females' mood swings. That just ain't fair.

I can be a real bitch when the moodiness sets in, and I can be really critical about people around me. But after the agitated feeling subsides, I will start to feel really bad and regret the way I had acted. It's really horrible feeling because even the tiniest thing could irritate me, even a word, or just by talking to me I will feel provoked. I am proned to throwing tantrums just to let out every bit of unhappiness in me, but then I remind myself constantly I cannot be unreasonable, and so I just kept all emotions bottled up until the PMS is finally over. Well... there will always be a time when we will want to be a brat and throw tantrums yeh? Control...

I was feeling really foul, maybe because my mood swing was getting bad. Every little thing didn't seem right to me, and I was starting to feel that he didn't really understand. I was starting to feel I wasn't getting enough attention, and that he seemed to overlook my moodiness. To me, he wasn't offering enough hugs, giving enough assurance. Hmm, couldn't really blame him I guess, it was hard for him to understand how complex females' emotions can be. Whenever I cry over some problems, he would always be offering solutions and talking me out of the depressing mood, when what I actually need is reassurance, hugs and someone there to listen, which he never fails to do. But when I am having mood swings like this for no apparent reasons(well, actually there can be many reasons, just that most of them are unreasonable.Ironical huh?), I yearn for lotsa attention, cuddles, and soothing words to make the mood swings go away. I just wanna be pampered! *pout*

Miss u my dear friend..

2004-07-12T17:32:00.000+08:00

Same old routine for today wake up at 7 den go work.. abit sian today maybe its Monday Blue ..haiz.. But learn some new task at work which I think is not dat bad la, can still manage. Anyway I now still at office bout to knock off le..

Have been thinking of her nowadays, wondering how is she doing now?Haven seen her for quite a long time since I bumped into her at Orchard recently. But its only a Hi-Bye, its so different of her, we r not like dat in e past. I was wondering y is dere a sudden change of her attitude now? Did I said anything or did anyhing offensive to her I wondered? But after pondering it for so many nights, I still cant think of any. She just changed to another person..someone who is so cold & unapproachable. But recently I actually received a forward friendship msg from her, and it really brighten up my days.
Well, hope I am being too sensitive lor.. I really treasure our friendship and I dun want it to end just like that.. bcoz of a misunderstanding or watever..Maybe I should ask her out one day n hopefully we can be back to wat we used to be...I really look forward to this day to come..

^o^ Happy Days ^o^

2004-07-11T12:00:00.000+08:00

yesterday went shopping with my dear~ at orchard. He got me a new Bra! yeah..Its e latest Triumph T-Shirt Bra that I long for..hehe~ so sweet of him ya..den I oso got myself a new skirt.. However,this time we din catch any movie as we r saving it for coming KING ARTHUR next Sat..

Actually, I still got alot of stuffs in my shopping lists,I wan to get a new spects coz my old spects has been MIA for a long time and I have turned my house upside down but still cant find it ..so annoying so nowadays I have to wear my lenses even at home..haiz..i must have misplaced it somewhere la..I'm always such a muddlehead..this remind me of one
the stupidest thing that I did on earth, and I wonder what's really the mass inside my head. Not much of grey matter I think..Its goes like this..I went out that day, came home, went into the washroom and washed my lens container. Then I tried taking out the lens from my left eye, and I kept trying, and trying.. for a few minutes but it still wouldn't come out. It has become an increasingly difficult task since I grew my nails long. Well well, suddenly I realised both my eyes' visions were rather blurred. I had went out without contact lens for the day! That means, I took off my glasses to try to dig the lenses, which weren't there all along, out! Best part was, my lenses were inside the container all along, and I washed them down the watery bowels of the sink!! *hitting my chest* Argh.. they cost me $270 that means I had wasted a pair of lenses and throw my money into the drain just like that! Looking on the bright side, at least they weren't so new n fresh anymore as I'm gonna change a new pair soon. well, that about it..so silly of me right..n recently I repeated my same old mistake again!!Argh..but this time i throw it into my dustbin., and I end up digging e chunks for my lenses, *yucks*..No choice at least its not rince away..I swear I'm not gonna repeat this again..u all be my witness ya..

Besides a new spects, I want to get myself a new heel..some tops..n some more skirts..Nokia 7200..give my sweetie a good treat at Cafe Cartel..blar blar blar..lah lah lah ..but only have to wait till e end of the month when i get my first pay yeah..

We wasted ur trip down to Marina Square after a loong walk..as all e shops are closed for renovation except for e bowling centre,cinema n some restaurants.. .. so we decided to go back n cook our dinner at my place, we went to cold storage to buy some goodie back for dinner..We had a great time today n its so sweet to cook for ur loved ones realy.. How i wish we can be like this forever...

~ mY w0RkplaCe~

2004-07-07T13:33:00.000+08:00

I am alone in my office now..what a great job I've got! haha.. i actually have time to blog ya..Its not my lunch time anyway..my boss has went out leaving me with some easy data entry work to do n u can see im working real hard now ...haha..btw I still have not taken my lunch yet...feeling very full after i had a BIG BREAKFAST at Mac this morning..*yUmYum*...now waiting for knocked off lor..

2004-07-05T19:05:00.000+08:00

Me & My HuBBy in a cable car at Genting...

~ ^o^ nEwBiE ^o^ ~

2004-07-05T14:24:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. it's 04 July 2002, 12.15am, my first post here. Actually quite a moodless night for me.. wonder is it due to my lack of sleep or is it that there are just too much things going through my mind on this Sunday night, or should I say early Monday morning. After poly life ended, I had been rotting at home, surfing net, watching TV & counting down to every Sat to see my ever loving hubby. Haiz..thats how my days pass..

Actually my plan is to continue my studies at SIM but because of my tuition grant stuff, I have to serve my bond first ie. to work in Singapore for 3 yrs. After searching for sometimes, finally got my first job. Tml will be my first day!It's actually a small insurance agency, doing some Admin stuffs..boring ah.. but its quite near my place about 15 mins bus journey only..

Hmmm.. actually many things going through my mind now, and I guess I am mentally too tired to type them out.. let's just say it is about the word "TRUST"... is there anyone whom we can really trust? Even if there are, do we have the courage to put in that much trust in them? Sometimes I just feel that the feeling of betrayal and being lied to is so scary... The thought of it is enough to depress me..

Well guess I shall just turn in now.. and leave the rest for some day else....tata~..